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this time i write english in my new post..because lazy to type chinese and lazy to think han yu pin ying.. lol.. these day quite happy but still got some sad la..donno why..juz feel sad..i always gaduh with noobnoob..but at last he also talking with me..ask me don't angry and..i also forgive him every time..haiz..i like him..but i scare he is not really love me and just playing..i din trust him..donno why..his fs got many girls de comment..i feel like he got some "flower heart"..haha..i think so..but my fren sam ask me to trust him..i try to..turst him..we always sms but sometimes he suddenly do something that will hurt me..but after that he say juz kiding..it is hurt..i tell him but he juz know how to say sorry..and ask me don't angry..haiz..donno how..haizyaya..wanna sleep dy..good night..